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Raya Vs Attachment

The Angelic side of me..hehe.. ;)

pic taken yesterday!;p
31/05/2008 is where it all started..=)

Hello babies!
weee~
i'm here to wish all Muslim out there,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
Please forgive all the mistake that i've done,
if i ever hurt your feeling,scolded you without a reason*rarely*
lost my mood out of a sudden,made you guys angry..or just any sins that i've done to you all..
to all my friends,whom sometimes u feel as though i'm ignoring u,
nope2!
deeply in my heart,i love you guys!
PLEASE...forgive me..!

For my Besties since sec school,

you know i love you guys so much!

I cant wait for the SLEEPOVER! to happen soon!

yes2,i'm finding a date for us!wee~~!

For my loved Nyp friends,

i love you guys too!you guys are my drug to happiness,

you guys never fail to make me laugh & cheer up my day no matter what!

i hope you guys will go through attachment or werk or holidays as enjoyable as ever.

WE ALL MUST JALAN RAYA SAMA2 tau!!!

For my beloved sista,nichakitty

i miss you!

Lets go jalan raya again wif ur friends like last year again!

Fate & friends!

hehehe

To my beloved kak nasreen,

I'm really really touched by ur caringness,

u always know when i need a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear,

& never fails to give advice!

You are seriously like a sister,a bestfriend to me!

I'm really really glad that i've gotten to know you.

i miss you too!

Hari Raya Jangan Lupa Datang My Rumah!

Ok...& to the rest whom i may have forgotten to mention,

it doesnt meant i totally forgot u guys,

i love you guys too!

Ok...on another note..
You guys might be wondering why i suddenly wear tudung...
heheheh..
well...its just another volunteering work that i've done..
On friday!
this time,me & Namira decide to wear tudung..
yes!Me..in...tudung...!
Well..i feel a lil weird but they say i look sweet..
Aww..
but still feel weird!
So yes..for the 1st time this year,i wear tudung!
Haha...the last time i remembered wearing it was Last year when i go religious class..ofcourse kena pakai tudung..hehehe!
k.k.
so back to the story
I wear it from home but in e train i feel a lil awkward cos its my first time out i travel far wif it.
So we have to meet at Aljunied,so reach there..
waited for namira,then we proceed to meet the rest of the Pertapis Youth members..
Then we all made our way to the Pertapis halfhouse which is our checkpoint..
& then each of us were grouped.
Me,namira & two of our new friends,
was grouped together & our mission was to collect derma for TAA at masjid sultan..
We were sent thru & fro by all the kind malay taxi driver..
While the rest of the Pertapis youth was also grouped & sent to different Masjid in singapore..
Alot of interesting thing happen while i'm collecting the donation & doing volunteering..
such as 2t differen guys which asked for my number at different timing,
one of them is the Pertapis youth & the other one is a malay guy who worked at the masjid i think*which cos me to become so the tak kena gaya!
*NAMIRA,you better dun laugh at me ehk;p*
the ya..after the collecting donation thingy,me,namira,our two new fren,& some of the guys went to Pertapis Headquarter to do some scrubbing for the songkok for anak2 yatim i think..
After the whole thing ended,me,namira & Umairah*the new friend* we went to jalan2 at Geylang bazaar first,to buy my ramli burger & our chendol & namira kebab!
Then after that...
went our separate ways...
I was suppose to go to my grandma house at Marine Parade,
So...after a long search for the bus No.13
Manage to have found it & then reach Grandma house sweet2 ard 6.30.
Grandma was super shocked to see me in tudung & as usual...
as a grandma,she say...kan gini lagi lawa dan manis...-_-"
well...normal for her as she had always wanted me to wear a tudung..
but sadly..it was just one day...or maybe more in future..
So ya..brought along my school nurse uniform which i actually intended to get it altered..& yes..
my kind nenek kindly offered to help me alter it..Am very happy with the result of the alteration but sadly...
its just one uniform that i brought..haha..
Nvm..
So ya..my beloved nenek always know my fav food!
She always cooked for me
SOTONG MASAK HITAM & KUAH RESAM!
whenever i come!
fuuh!!finger licking!
& its hubbylove fav food to,sotong!
but he didnt come lah..

So waited for sis to arrive..then we all buka together..
then after ard a lil later i suddenly feel the tiredness..
& sleep ligtly,but in then end,since it was alrd late at night..
Me & sis decide to just sleepover!
So yeahh~~!

Then this morning,came back home earlier then sis
baked for a customer her brownie..then afternoon meet customer..
Then i went back to chongpang to do eyebrow trimming/threading..
cos only 5 bucks
which cos me so much pain,cried,hehe..but..Pain is Beauty
I love the result!
Its much2 neaterr!

So yeah...after that my nenek sedare decide to blanje me n family makan..& kesian my dad,he drive us all the way to this one place which is popular for its Bak Ku Teh beef version,found out in the end,it was CLOSE.sad or what!So we ended up buka at teh tarik but the food nice lah!
Was feeling sad when i heard the takbir raya...& i missed my fav atuk who had passed away in 2000..haish..

So after that dad sent us to mum's house,
helped her around the house..
She kindly gave me another HOT PINK victoria secret bag!
yeay!she know i love it!my fav brand!
Might be using it on the new term,it fits my Pink Laptop too!
then she also borrowed me her shiny silver victoria secret bag for raya..yeay!
Then when i was at mummy's house..i received a msg from dear..
about him asking where i am & what time i'll be coming home..
& that msg i received ard 8+/9pm like that..
i asked him why..he told me he missed me so much..
& so i asked him what he's doing..
he say he's under my blk waiting for me to go home so that he can
catch a glimpse of me..
i told him,dangerous sikit cos my dad might be sitting outside,also i might be coming home late..but he say he dun care & will wait for me no matter what cos he really really miss me damn alot n he say how long he wait determine how much deep he love me!
i thought he was just kidding
but to my surprised,when i reach home at ard 11+ pm close to 12am..
He was still there under my blk,& smiled at me!
So luckily my dad had yet to reach home cos he was sending my nenek sedare home...
& so i go meet him jap..
Then when i was talking to him,he just look at me deeply...without saying a word
& then thanks god for even letting him meet me eventhough its just a few minutes..
i was melting inside seeing how much he cared for me..aww!
then after a few mins,i need to go home,he too then go home..
he then msged me
"i luv you dear,seeing you in person is more then enough for me!"
then i msged him...
He's like the Romeo pulak...
n he replied,
"romeo will always wait for his juliet..
cos he loves her deeply...
lyke how i love u.."
awww...

So ya..thats all for today...
i guess..i should be off to get my beauty sleep now..
& YEAYY!!!BESOK DAH RAYA!!


YOURS SINCERELY,
kiki anela beaudelaire

31/05/2008 is where it all started..=)

Shoulder To Cry On (Ver 2002) - Tommy Page
This song is really touching & motivating..especially when you feel like giving up & no one is there to lend you a shoulder to cry on.

Dedicated to all my friends who have problems,
regardless its relationship,family,friends,surrounding,werk..
& need a shoulder to cry on..
I'll be there for u..through this song..
Just listen to it..
You a re not alone to face all that you are juggling.

A shoulder to cry on
by:Tommy page

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

31/05/2008 is where it all started..=)

Hello babies!
yeay!My chocolate+rasberry+strawberry taste/smell customised lipbalm had arrived!
woohoo!Didnt expect the colours to be exactly like the way i wanted,but it did!
yeay!Gonna order more of it soon!
its smells so yummy!
*rub hands together wif glee*

-pictures credit to the blogshop-
The flavours?
Mango/rasberry/strawberry/peach/green apple/grape/chocolate/orange/vanilla
andand...!
I'm waiting for my eyeshimmers to arrive!
hope it arrive before raya!
Alrd had white,black,brown,silver/grey,purple,*cuming-blue & pink*,*ordering soon:Red & green!
Well,i simply love the eyeshimmers/eyeshadows as it have been receiving many complements from it...!
Whoever wants to order eyeshimmers or customised lipbalm,drop me a tag or email k?
I'll help you with it:))
Cos i might be doing sprees on the eyeshimmer!
p.s:Each stick cos less than 2 bucks!
Outide Shop sells ard $4.50-$7 per stick!
i've surveyed alot of shop that sell the same exact stick!
Hurhur!
K.k..enough of makeup stuff!

TODAY was such A BITCH!
or shall i say...this month is such a bad luck month!
Nothing goes right!
Its badluck everywhere!
Especially today when i had a near death experience!
sssssuuppid bus!
Well..this is what happen...
So this evening..it was raining heavily...
& sadly i have to go to work...
So while crossing the road
i have to stand in e middle lane while waiting for the road to clear...
I noticed a big puddle of water just below me...
So i was praying in my heart that no car will speed fast or i'll be Splashed!
But Luck wasnt siding me..as i saw an 812/800 bus coming & its like super fast..
SO i wanted to avoid being splashed,so i took a step backward without realising that actually the road behind me wasnt cleared as what i thought...
*but i last seen it,it was super clear as in..there's no car*
& to my Horror..THERE'S AN ONCUMING CAR HEADING TOWARDS MY ME!
But i was super lucky as the car wasnt being drove fast & manage to stop to avoid hitting me!!
*THANKS GOD!**BERSYUKUR KEPADA ALLAH!AMIN!*
The result was that,i was still being SPLASHED by the puddle of water because of the bus which drove very fast..but i was still lucky to be alive!
Then...i think the rest of the driver behind saw the incident & being super kind enough to try to avoid splashing me by driving their car super slow!
& i really meant super slow just to avoid splashing me!
I really wanna thank all the drivers sei!
SO after that incident,i was in a state of shock.
So ya...
then after i reach work,
about 2 hours later,while i was making a Mocha Frappucino
for one of my customer,
so i opened the blender,& shake it a little and then i put it down,
skalik!
THE MOCHA FRAP like *PLOP!!* & some of it like jumps out of the the blender & Splashed onto my head & CLEAN WHITE POLO T!
surprisingly,None of it falls onto my apron!
It just *explode* onto my clean hair/face & white shirt!
Ohmy!!
What luck..!:(
Haish!
SAD OR WHAT!HURHUR
:'(
klah..i guess thats all for today..
I'm having a major headache right now...
ohwait!
I guess sis is having all my goodluck!
because,SHE'S ONE OF THE 10 winner TO WIN $700 Choice voucher worth oF SHOP & SAVE/GIANT/711/COLD STORAGE !!
$700 sia!!!
In the "count the number of lemon contest" by shop & save/Cold storage!
Gerek or what??!!
BUT sadly...
I'm having all the badlucks!:((
I'm superr sad...haishh!!
Goodluck,Please come back to me dear!
I really need you!


Yours Sincerely,
Kiki ANela Beaudelaire

31/05/2008 is where it all started..=)
ANOTHER LAUNCHED OF MY BLOGSHOP!
*this is what bored people do...!hehehe*
YEAY!this time it sells...

CUSTOMISED BROWNIES!
CLICK THIS LINK BELOW:
www.browniesareloved.blogspot.com
CLICK ON THE LINK!
Currently,i think,its e only blogshop that sells customised brownies!
yeay!
ANOTHER BLOGHOP Of mine SELLING INSTOCK:
www.cutebabyshopper.blogspot.com

Support Both aite;)
wee~~~!

YOURS SINCERELY,
Kiki Anela Beaudelaire

31/05/2008 is where it all started..=)
I'm sorry love...
i guess..
i should have appreciated you more..
i miss you.
but...
dunno why this feeling always arrive..
this bugging feeling..
i hate it..
i wish it never exist..
why does my heart always have to played my feelings..
it always cheats on me..
it always gave me fake feelings..
yes..its only within me & myself..
i've played up my own heart..
i cheated on my own feeling...
i love to create fake feelings...
I'm not a good girl...neither was i a bad girl..
i dun wish to break other heart,but i also dont wish to break mine..
but how?
When i see how much a girl love a guy..
i envy her..
i just dunno why..
i know hubby love me so much..
i do love him too..
sometimes its a little too overload till i myself am shocked
but sometimes...
it just feel so....Neutral?
I love to see pictures of other couples..
seein how sweet they are together..
sometimes i see myself in them...but sometimes i just have to envy them..
*so if you happen to see me viewing ur facebook or friendster or blog,dont mind me..i'm just visualising myself*
cos they seems perfect together..like their love are balance..
but mine?
its like a boat..
rocking up & down..
like a roller coaster..
sometimes a little too much till i cant breathe..
but sometimes...
its just..........going down.too fast.
I know its not normal..
I do feel guilty sometimes.
Sometimes i really hate him...
but at the same time...
i really dun want to lose him..
haish...why am i always having weird feelings in me??
cant someone just give me a normal feeling like what other couples are feeling??
hubby..i love you..but at the same time..i hate you for not being able to be by my side most of the time because you have Ns.
haish..


Love,kiki anela beaudelaire

31/05/2008 is where it all started.

Hello babies & dearies!
its seems like i havent been replying to the tags,aww!sorry dearest,i baca jek,but never reply..
Nvm,i'll reply soon!
Ok2,back..
You know why i have been missing this few days?
its because of the Biggest event for my STAGE ART..!
yes,the Production that all the people & department in stage art have been working hard for!

and yes.Finally the Production is OVER!
IT WAS SUCCESSFUL!!
i feel proud seeing the people(actors,dancers,usherer), i've makeup,laid my arts on their faces & hair...

& this is andy's younger brother who is loved by all..cute right?






Makeup artist/actors running about everywhere to do quick touchups..




teasing the hair & all..
,on stage & it turns out well!
Congrats to the actors & dancers for doing a great job!
and the moments when we walk on stage & they say...
"this is the makeup artistes that have created & done the actors/dancers hair & makaeup.."
aww!sucha heartfelt moment!
bringing out their character & all..

& the moments they say...
"eventhough they are just year 1,
their makeups was awesome!"
aww!
feel so proud of it..!
chewah2!

hahaha..whatever it is...
THE STAGE ART PRODUCTION IS FINALLY OVER!
no more intensive training till late...

no more few hours of sleep...
no more waking up in the morning to rush off to school..
no more of the crazy moments in the makeup room..

no more crazy photo taking in the makeup room..-from the mirror especially!!*LOL!*

MORE REST!


yeay!
&
BABYLOVE!!!!
I really am surprise to see you turn up to support me while all my friends cant make it!
i never thought that you will attend such event..
but you prove me wrong!
You were the only one who came..
as you know how important this has been for me!
i swear you were super sweet!
and even surprise me with a box of FERERO ROCHE!!!
my fav chocolate!!
aww!

That was the sweetest thing ever!
*hugshugs*kisskiss!*
ILYILY!
& also..thanks for the Meals..
& the taxi rides cos you know i'm a little worn out..!
SO ya...after the produtions,bbylove & me went to AMKHUB,
to watch FINAL DESTINATION 3D!
k.k..i know we are a little ketinggalan but we never seems to catch a good timing till yest!
Ber-iya2 nak pakai the 3D spec,but starting of the movie alrd,i keep on taking it out & also closing my eyes!
too gory for me!urrgh!Hahaha!spoiler uh!LOL!the 3D is too much for me!hahahah
then we went to have our dinner,
bbylove blanja-ed me..he love stuffing me
thanks love..!
then we jalan2 ard there,
bought a few stuff here & there...
then we go to our favourite place..spend our time there..
He massage me as i complain of tiredness..
soo switt macam sugar..!
so that was it..
Had a total great day!!

Shikin love yazri..



Yours Sincerely,
Kiki Anela Beaudelaire